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Thursday, October 30, 2008;8:24 AM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008;8:44 AM
Zomg. Went for hcl lesson in the morning.
Then met Mau to go for interview.
The "interview" lasted like 5 mins & done.
We got the job. Lmao. Fast right? Hahah.
I wonder why go all the way down to Bugis.
Went Heartland to buy lunch and went my house.
Gran wasn't home. I guess out with some auntie again.
We ate damn lot. I guess the fullest meal i had for a long time.
Then both of us went to bathe. ONE BY ONE!
Afterwards, the high part begins.
We start singing non stop. (I got mics at home)
And we went totally high singing 怎么办
I was on the chair & Mau was on my bed.
I think i turn a little childish & i start saying "I shy"
Then either hide behind my softtoys or under my blanket.
I don't know what happen but we both ended up on my bed.
One on each side. (Please don't anyhow think)
We were like hitting each other with my softtoys.
She pick up peanuts & the eeyore with the drum and throw it aside.
Then we started playing with almost all the eeyores.
I wanted to scare her by touching her when i put both hands up.
So i tried touching her with my foot.
But it's super hard & in the end she realised. Stupid luh. Lmao.
Everyone. I hereby announce Mau is BIAN TAI!
She went to watch some mv Wanleng watched with nudity inside
And she was trying to strip the clothes of my softtoys. Zomg.
YX: The hair on the back of the eeyore make it look like horse.
Mau: Yar true hor. But look more like pony leh.
*Silence.
YX: Actually, eeyore is a donkey right?
Mau: Ohh yar hor.
Laughters.
You see. We both really went crazy like hell.
I even had a super crazy idea. Hahah.
We made a mv of my eeyores & peanuts with "怎么办"
ZOMG! I think we really crazy already.
Walk Mau home afterwards.
Was singing "Superman" while walking home. Lmao.
She almost got bang by car cause she wasn't looking
Then lucky some auntie and i called her & tried pulling her back.
If not, no more Maureen Lee Loei Ling already. Hahah.
Labels: mv
Monday, October 27, 2008;6:44 AM
Went Parkway with family today.
Wanted to go cycling with sis but it was raining heavily.
So just went to shop, eat & back home.
Went Isetan cause wanna see her toys.
I saw this baby eeyore that i love damn much
But dirty and don't have new stock.
Wanted to buy then hang on my phone but.. Haiz. Sad.
Lmao. HINT HINT*! Joking. xD
My parents keep asking me whether i want anything
And keep trying to give me money to buy stuff.
A bit weird but who cares.
Then went to Jack's place to have my dinner.
I guess it's becaue we skip lunch so we had a 5 plus dinner.
A bit sua ku but it's my 1st time eating in Jack's place,
My 1st time eating steak & i know nothing.
I hold my knife on my left hand & i don't seem to be able to cut that damn meat.
Super retarded. Lmao.
I almost spit out the lobster meat my mum gave me.
Lmao. I must admit what FTL say.
"Yu Xian, you're mising out damn lots stuff
While having desserts, my sis & i were singing Superman.
Damn retarded. She admited she's a loser.
"Yeah 我是Superman
Yeah 我是Superman
Yeah 我是Superman
Yeah 我是Loser"
Lmao. Super funny lor.
Bought 女人KTV for that to put in his car.
Lmao. If i not wrong, he quite like it.
Went giant to buy things.
Finally i found my transparent umbrella.
Some more it's green in colour leh. Zomg.
Went home & was listening to the disc on dad's car.
We were like singing damn loudly & went crazy.
Those songs quite old yet my sis also know.
Imagine the scene. Lmao.
Got a little emo during some songs.
Super sad lor the lyrics. Hahah.
Homed then listen to more of the song.
Having super bad headache. Damn * up.
Put some lyrics at the bottom. Super meaningful.
至少还有你
林忆莲
我怕来不及 我要抱着你
直到感觉你的皱纹 有了岁月的痕迹
直到肯定你是真的 直到失去力气
为了你 我愿意
动也不能动 也要看着你
直到感觉你的发线 有了白雪的痕迹
值到视线变得模糊 直到不能呼吸
让我们 形影不离
如果 全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你 值得我去珍惜
而你在这里 就是生命的奇迹
也许 全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意 失去你的消息
你掌心的痣 我终记得在那里
我们好不容易 我们身不由己
我怕时间太快 不够将你看仔细
我怕时间太慢 日夜担心失去你
恨不得一夜之间白头 永不分离
记得
张惠妹
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得 当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一走到最后
我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有以后
我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说都没有救
情爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人 等着对方先说想分开的理由
谁还记得 爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见不同的天空
走得太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
Labels: eeyore is cute
Friday, October 24, 2008;10:49 AM
Heyy .
Don't feel so stress anymore.
Slowly do. I won't disturb you.
You can do it. (:
Work is never ending. Think optimistic.
You feel the joy after you finish each project right?
That's something good what.
So smile and stop being so stress.
I'll take care of myself.
Don't go prepare any honey drink for me alr.
You so busy. I can manage it myself. (:
Jia You! <3s
P.s. The pictures are something to cheer you up.
Hahah. Hope it works. (:
Labels: smile
;10:26 AM
Tears keep rolling down.
I really miss 3B1 08' a lot a lot.
You 3! You better come find us everyday.
I don't care! ):
Sheeenyin! Sorry i cried on your pinafore.
You might not want to wash it.
So you'll have my smell with you forever.
Lmao. Joking. But must miss me ok??
I'll promise i'll stop crying alr.
If not i'll dehydrate. :D
LP! You too.
I'm gonna pull you out every holiday!
Whether you free a not. Hahah.
You dare to say no i kill you! :P
Thank you Cassan & Hui Ying.
For trying to comfort me. (:
Though it didn't really work. Hahah.
We will always be 3B1 08'.
This is a fact and it'll never change.
Remember. Come find me when you have problems.
And we must celebrate every occasion together. (:
I'll remember you forever..
Labels: 3B1 08' forever
;10:08 AM
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
For Thursday:
Late for school today.
Ying Ching. Sorry couldn't sit with you on the last day.
)):
Took back report book the went for break.
Congrats #1 Shenna #2 Ying Ching #3 FTL #4 Cassan & Sam Ang.
Smart arh you people. HAHAH.
That LP arh. Never come again. Idiot.
But still managed to take full group picture together.
Went back class for spring cleaning. Lmao.
My class is super dirty. But whole clas help
And it's like spick & span now. Hahah.
Took pictures while cleaning. A bit no hand but neh mind.
Still don't have a full picture as a class. Sad
Expected people to cry. But nothing happen.
BF, Huang, FTL & I took charge in mopping.
So we went late for the last assembly of the year.
After assembly was the teary part.
Went to hug Eggy then almost cried thanks to childish.
Held back but all came down when i know Sheeenyin retaining
And i don't bare to not see her in my class next year.
Hug her for like damn long and cried non-stop.
I think i freak quite a few people out.
Sorry Sheeenyin. Made you cried too. )):
Couldn't control myself then. Haiz. Damn idiot leh her!
Haiz!
Went LP's house afterwards. Watch some movie.
Shouldn't say much beside "GER! YOUR SCREAMS SUPER LOUD!"
Hahah. Retarded like hell.
When we were about to go home.
Our dearest FTL lost her phone & we search up & down for it.
Everyone helped and we took damn long.
Then i saw her hp pouch and opened it.
NOT surprisingly, it was inside.
WTH! Everyone was like laughing like hell. Lmao.
Homed after that.
To all those who went China. Take care & be careful.
I demand presents! :DD
For Thursday:
Late for school today.
Ying Ching. Sorry couldn't sit with you on the last day.
)):
Took back report book the went for break.
Congrats #1 Shenna #2 Ying Ching #3 FTL #4 Cassan & Sam Ang.
Smart arh you people. HAHAH.
That LP arh. Never come again. Idiot.
But still managed to take full group picture together.
Went back class for spring cleaning. Lmao.
My class is super dirty. But whole clas help
And it's like spick & span now. Hahah.
Took pictures while cleaning. A bit no hand but neh mind.
Still don't have a full picture as a class. Sad
Expected people to cry. But nothing happen.
BF, Huang, FTL & I took charge in mopping.
So we went late for the last assembly of the year.
After assembly was the teary part.
Went to hug Eggy then almost cried thanks to childish.
Held back but all came down when i know Sheeenyin retaining
And i don't bare to not see her in my class next year.
Hug her for like damn long and cried non-stop.
I think i freak quite a few people out.
Sorry Sheeenyin. Made you cried too. )):
Couldn't control myself then. Haiz. Damn idiot leh her!
Haiz!
Went LP's house afterwards. Watch some movie.
Shouldn't say much beside "GER! YOUR SCREAMS SUPER LOUD!"
Hahah. Retarded like hell.
When we were about to go home.
Our dearest FTL lost her phone & we search up & down for it.
Everyone helped and we took damn long.
Then i saw her hp pouch and opened it.
NOT surprisingly, it was inside.
WTH! Everyone was like laughing like hell. Lmao.
Homed after that.
To all those who went China. Take care & be careful.
I demand presents! :DD
Labels: last day of school
;9:07 AM
NEWater trip.
For wednesday:
That idiot EUDORA KOAY arh!
Don't know how to choose day to fall sick.
Fall sick on the day all of us came.
Had dance module in the morning.
The whole level together.
Lmao. Rather uncomfortable but very fun.
Hahah. Learnt 3 dance at 1 go.
Then had christmas service.
It's getting more boring each year.
Sec 1 that year is the ultra best! Lmao.
Went back class for some bonding.
Mr Lim brought us to the chapel beside to take pictures.
Lmao. It's super warm inside.
Went for lunch then to NEWater.
Nothing much to say bout the trip beside the guide.
Her english is like super good. ZOMG.
Just that she keep calling us darling.
And come on baby. Weird. Lmao.
During somewhere in NEWater.
We had a catwalk. But only 3 teachers & 3 students.
3B1 i represented by some teacher and Mii Wei.
(Sorry can't include video. Come look for me if you wanna watch)
Took lots of pictures. But some a bit unglam.
Played a lot then almost fell into the fish pond.
I asked a super retarded question.
"Is the pond water made of NEWater?"
The all gave me a lame look & asked me to drink the water.
Hahaha! I didn't know mah.
Hahah. Reached school then went to hlm for snowice.
Took bus with a lot of pl-lites.
Wanleng said something about some mv
And something nudity inside the mv.
Hahah. Wanleng. So young only leh.
Why so into pornography. Must control. Lmao.
Then we start singing some nursery.
Girlfriend, FTL, BF & I all know.
Only fat one don't know. ZOMG.
Min, You damn no childhood leh you!
Homed after that. Was suppose to meet LP but raining so cancelled.
For wednesday:
That idiot EUDORA KOAY arh!
Don't know how to choose day to fall sick.
Fall sick on the day all of us came.
Had dance module in the morning.
The whole level together.
Lmao. Rather uncomfortable but very fun.
Hahah. Learnt 3 dance at 1 go.
Then had christmas service.
It's getting more boring each year.
Sec 1 that year is the ultra best! Lmao.
Went back class for some bonding.
Mr Lim brought us to the chapel beside to take pictures.
Lmao. It's super warm inside.
Went for lunch then to NEWater.
Nothing much to say bout the trip beside the guide.
Her english is like super good. ZOMG.
Just that she keep calling us darling.
And come on baby. Weird. Lmao.
During somewhere in NEWater.
We had a catwalk. But only 3 teachers & 3 students.
3B1 i represented by some teacher and Mii Wei.
(Sorry can't include video. Come look for me if you wanna watch)
Took lots of pictures. But some a bit unglam.
Played a lot then almost fell into the fish pond.
I asked a super retarded question.
"Is the pond water made of NEWater?"
The all gave me a lame look & asked me to drink the water.
Hahaha! I didn't know mah.
Hahah. Reached school then went to hlm for snowice.
Took bus with a lot of pl-lites.
Wanleng said something about some mv
And something nudity inside the mv.
Hahah. Wanleng. So young only leh.
Why so into pornography. Must control. Lmao.
Then we start singing some nursery.
Girlfriend, FTL, BF & I all know.
Only fat one don't know. ZOMG.
Min, You damn no childhood leh you!
Homed after that. Was suppose to meet LP but raining so cancelled.
Labels: NEWater
Tuesday, October 21, 2008;4:59 AM
Out with LP & Mau today.
Went all the way to PS cause sick of HLM.
Rather stupid huh?
Ate some vege noodles and surprisingly,
Mine was the cheapest. Hahah.
Then wanted to go buy something from Cine
So walk all the way down there but damn suay
The stupid shop never open. SAD!
So we just took mrt back to Kovan.
Saw Chengchengchengcheng 1st. (somehow, a nic)
Then went to buy teh bing, again.
Saw this girl who seem so familiar but didn't say hi.
I just say "she look like Fransica & she like turn les"
In a joking manner and we keep staring at each other.
Then when we leaving she said hi to me.
ZOMFG! It's really her & it's super embarrasing!
Went home with LP cause she came to take something.
She said i'm jealous of Mau lying on her shoulder on bus.
No lor. I'm not. Hahah. Just sad i no shoulder to lie on. ):
Was getting real high that i didn't notice there's car
And just cross the road. (No traffic light)
Lucky LP called me in time, if not... ZOMFG. Lmao.
Walked her home after that.
Walked past Kemei's house. I think her dog died.
There's a new dog in her house now. So sad. ):
LP trying to make friends that she said hello to the dog.
Then the dog right away stand up like gonna attack us.
Siao liao. I bet the dog thinks LP id a bad guy man. Lmao.
Hello LP! I'm so not childish ok! :P
And must be very young like my sis then can be cute!
Tomorrow going some NEWater trip.
People say it's boring and been there too many times.
Bet it's damn sian tomorrow.
I bet the only high thing is christmas service.
Sit with group and get high together. Lmao.
P.S. Yo people! Thurs free not?
Go either Eu's house or my house watch ghost movie.
Before Eu leave for the airport later in the day.
Hahah. Then all frighten & hug together. Lmao.
Lynn will be renting the movies.
Discuss the details tomrrow. :D
Is there such thing called forever? I doubt so.
Don't make me fall so deeply for you.
I might not be able to pull back in time to come.
Labels: Lunching
Sunday, October 19, 2008;9:24 AM
LES PARTNER!
Please don't be sad anymore.
I've never seen you like this before.
Please don't be sad anymore.
I've never seen you like this before.
It does hurt me a lot.
No matter what happen,
Remember i'll always be there for you.
To my dearest classmates,
Don't worry. 3B1 will support you,
No matter what happen.
Estelle Yao!
PLEASE know how to take care of yourself!
Stop eating instant noodles in the middle of the night.
And many more.
Please arh. Learn how to take care of yourself.
Clarice! Sorry.
I'll write bout the post that i dedicate to you
Maybe on Wednesday. :P
Labels: don't be sad, i'll be heartborken
Friday, October 17, 2008;9:55 AM
FAMILY FOREVER~
Took some pics the day before during sexuality talk
And yesterday when we went to attend string concert.
Kinda quarreled on the day before too.
We gotta stay TOGETHER~
I wonder when we will spilt.
Will we stay as one family till we grow up?
We gotta. MUST!!
We gotta. MUST!!
Remember. When you need me, I'll be there for you.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
Eudora- LP! Remember i'm there for you & ilyvm ok? :D
Maureen- NIANG! Hahah. Cheer up too. :P
Germaine- BF! Don't so crazy luh you. Hahah.
Cheryl- My sis when i'm Mau! Don't sad anymore ok? ((:
Josmin- FAT ONE! I where got disturb you during your GB lor.
Mei Mei- Mei! Come school more often luh you..
Jolene- Lynn! Hahah. Rich one. I want a tub of ice-cream!
:DDD
Though i want to know what you're doing every second,
I dread reading your blog.
I don't want to know how much you love her.
Whether is it in the past or now.
Labels: as a family...
Thursday, October 16, 2008;11:50 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE!
Hahahah! Have you seen this gay friend of mine??
Celebrated BF's birthday today. (BESTFRIEND)
Actually is wednesday. Lol.
Had lunch with LP & Mau beforehand.
Lol. Damn the stupid sprite.
I put it in my bottle then when i wanted to drink it,
The sprite kinda "erupted" and dirted my bag & my face.
Then the 2 idiots laughed like no one's business.
IDIOTS BID TIME ARH!
Went home straight. Fat one called when i was bathing.
The mastermind got me, jo ng, LP & Mau to surprise Ger.
Met LP & Mau 1st before meeting Fat one & Jo ng.
They were getting some "so-called" chocolate cake then.
When we got into Ger's house, that bf was sleeping.
Damn super pig can her. Lol.
Kinda woke her up & sang her a birthday song.
After singing song, making a uper short wish
And taking a BIG breathe to blow out the cakes.
We had a big game for the birthday girl.
Though this is a old trick but.. NEVERMIND.
I pushed the end of the candle deep down into the cake
And expect bf to use her mouth to take out.
I think fat one maths fail. Left 4 candles she can say 3.
Wah. Super world class.
While she trying to get the last one out,
I place a walnut at the area so she can eat it
While trying to take out the end of the candle. Lol.
Then i push her head down into the cake
So her nose also kena the cake. :P
BF! See. I'm so nice to you. Hahah.
LP cake the cake into pieces for us.
Wah. One side is like so nice while the other like shit.
OMG! Hahah. Then we ask ger's maid to get us plates.
Jo ng took all the forks and didn't want to give us at 1st.
Don't know why. Weird weird one. Lol.
Out of no where they suddenly say something bout idiots.
What all those idiots & the idiots. I'm still confused..
Then i told Ger:
YX- M
Fat one- O
LP- R
Mau- O
Jo ng- N
Ger- MORON!
Hahah. Then they burst into laughter.
After some time my friend called and ask me where i was.
I wasn't sure of the location then i said Serangoon
And all of them shoot me and say there was Hougang.
Walau. They still say what best joke of the day.
Super idiot leh they all!!!
We took pics then we talked about "postitions"
They wanted Mau to be mother, LP to be father
And jo ng to be the child.
In the end, become i mother, LP father and Mau ah ma. Hahah.
I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH!
I hope this will last forever & we can celebrate our birthdays together every year.
Celebrated BF's birthday today. (BESTFRIEND)
Actually is wednesday. Lol.
Had lunch with LP & Mau beforehand.
Lol. Damn the stupid sprite.
I put it in my bottle then when i wanted to drink it,
The sprite kinda "erupted" and dirted my bag & my face.
Then the 2 idiots laughed like no one's business.
IDIOTS BID TIME ARH!
Went home straight. Fat one called when i was bathing.
The mastermind got me, jo ng, LP & Mau to surprise Ger.
Met LP & Mau 1st before meeting Fat one & Jo ng.
They were getting some "so-called" chocolate cake then.
When we got into Ger's house, that bf was sleeping.
Damn super pig can her. Lol.
Kinda woke her up & sang her a birthday song.
After singing song, making a uper short wish
And taking a BIG breathe to blow out the cakes.
We had a big game for the birthday girl.
Though this is a old trick but.. NEVERMIND.
I pushed the end of the candle deep down into the cake
And expect bf to use her mouth to take out.
I think fat one maths fail. Left 4 candles she can say 3.
Wah. Super world class.
While she trying to get the last one out,
I place a walnut at the area so she can eat it
While trying to take out the end of the candle. Lol.
Then i push her head down into the cake
So her nose also kena the cake. :P
BF! See. I'm so nice to you. Hahah.
LP cake the cake into pieces for us.
Wah. One side is like so nice while the other like shit.
OMG! Hahah. Then we ask ger's maid to get us plates.
Jo ng took all the forks and didn't want to give us at 1st.
Don't know why. Weird weird one. Lol.
Out of no where they suddenly say something bout idiots.
What all those idiots & the idiots. I'm still confused..
Then i told Ger:
YX- M
Fat one- O
LP- R
Mau- O
Jo ng- N
Ger- MORON!
Hahah. Then they burst into laughter.
After some time my friend called and ask me where i was.
I wasn't sure of the location then i said Serangoon
And all of them shoot me and say there was Hougang.
Walau. They still say what best joke of the day.
Super idiot leh they all!!!
We took pics then we talked about "postitions"
They wanted Mau to be mother, LP to be father
And jo ng to be the child.
In the end, become i mother, LP father and Mau ah ma. Hahah.
I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH!
I hope this will last forever & we can celebrate our birthdays together every year.
Labels: happy birthday
;11:44 PM
FOUNDER'S DAY!
Had founder's day celebration on Tuesday.
Sat with them. Super stupid.
Were lke playing non stop instead.
Then went out with pam.
She came to my house 1st before going out.
Went Bugis to meet her IJ girl.
Then i send her home before going for dinner.
Went home round 8 plus. Super tired.
Wednesday still got normal lessons.
Walau. Super sian. Haiz.
Had founder's day celebration on Tuesday.
Sat with them. Super stupid.
Were lke playing non stop instead.
Then went out with pam.
She came to my house 1st before going out.
Went Bugis to meet her IJ girl.
Then i send her home before going for dinner.
Went home round 8 plus. Super tired.
Wednesday still got normal lessons.
Walau. Super sian. Haiz.
Labels: Founder's day
Wednesday, October 15, 2008;5:23 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI MEI!!
Sorry for the super damn late post.
HAHAH! Anw. Happy birthday to you luh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEI MEI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
Sorry for the super damn late post.
HAHAH! Anw. Happy birthday to you luh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEI MEI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
Labels: happy birthday
Tuesday, October 7, 2008;9:04 AM
A LATE POST..
Sorry i only posted this post now.
I was afraid it'll affect any of us in the past.
Now. Maybe it's time to post it and gone with it.
I heard of you since i was in primary school.
But i do not know you in person.
I only knew you as a heartbreaker.
I knew you during my sec 1 june holidays.
Thanks to 1 of our friend, supposingly.
I'm sorry i wasn't able to accept you at 1st.
Someone else was in love with you then.
On 30th August 06,
Everything change and our lifes too.
I trusted you a lot but i was so damn wrong.
You broke my heart for the very 1st time.
I remember it was christmas then,
And you went back to someone you couldn't forget then.
Your ex. I gave you up for your happiness.
You came back to me on 16th March 07.
The day that i once thought was so important.
We shared sweet memories and bitter ones too.
We seem to be made for each other then
But it was so wrong.
Both of us thought we will stay forever
But that was a mistake too.
You gave up things for me and i gave up too.
Love was once so sweet.
Then things start to sour after you come back
From you thailand trip.
You fell for some thai girl & my parents came barging in.
Love seem so hard then but we both held on tight.
You broke my heart on 23rd Feburary 08.
And i broke yours on 8th March 08.
I didn't do it out of revenge.
At that point of time, i think it's all over.
But maybe i'm very wrong.
You told me it's my fault for not asking you back
And it is already to late to do so.
But did you bother to ask me back.
I avoided you as i didn't know how to face you.
I didn't see why must i face you either.
Things get worst between us and i only see hatred then.
Maybe like what people say,
The more you love someone, the more you hate her.
Just to think of it, that's kinda true.
You asked for patch and i gave up on that chance.
It's not entirely my fault.
You gave yours even before i've decided to give up mine.
I returned you most of your stuff.
The 2 rings, photo, gifts.
But i seemed to forget the most important thing.
The memories we both were in.
The love we once shared.
The joy we once had.
I do miss you once in a while.
And maybe even shed a tear or 2 for you.
At times i wish to see you on the streets.
Not only to show you how happy i am now.
But also to see how things had been going on for you.
But i've so gotten over you.
Now you lead your life and i lead mine.
I don't interfere yours nor do you.
I'm no longer the girl you knew.
The one with no courage and like a dog.
I rebel against you then though it's rather childish.
But it defintely changed me.
I'll never let you see the weak side of me again.
I thought i couldn't get over you
But it seem like i'm wrong again.
I did regret before but i can't undo anything now.
You love your dear & i love my baby.
Thanks for everything that you've done for me
And all that you sacrifice for me.
Treaure the one beside you now.
Don't let go of your mot important person
Just like what you did to Sharon and i.
And i so didn't fall for Claris before.
More than 6 months had past & my life went on.
I've changed, you've changed & our lives changed.
Now we are FRIENDS if you still consider that.
So please tell your dear i won't snatch you away.
And i doubt you'll even come see my blog.
But o'wells. Thanks.
I loved you.
I needed you.
I wanted you.
I still miss you at times.
And goodbye forever.
(:
P.s. Do your mum still remember me.
And still think i very xian liang shu de. Hahah.
And though i'm just a friend now,
Please change your temper and don't use too many vulgarities.
Sorry i only posted this post now.
I was afraid it'll affect any of us in the past.
Now. Maybe it's time to post it and gone with it.
I heard of you since i was in primary school.
But i do not know you in person.
I only knew you as a heartbreaker.
I knew you during my sec 1 june holidays.
Thanks to 1 of our friend, supposingly.
I'm sorry i wasn't able to accept you at 1st.
Someone else was in love with you then.
On 30th August 06,
Everything change and our lifes too.
I trusted you a lot but i was so damn wrong.
You broke my heart for the very 1st time.
I remember it was christmas then,
And you went back to someone you couldn't forget then.
Your ex. I gave you up for your happiness.
You came back to me on 16th March 07.
The day that i once thought was so important.
We shared sweet memories and bitter ones too.
We seem to be made for each other then
But it was so wrong.
Both of us thought we will stay forever
But that was a mistake too.
You gave up things for me and i gave up too.
Love was once so sweet.
Then things start to sour after you come back
From you thailand trip.
You fell for some thai girl & my parents came barging in.
Love seem so hard then but we both held on tight.
You broke my heart on 23rd Feburary 08.
And i broke yours on 8th March 08.
I didn't do it out of revenge.
At that point of time, i think it's all over.
But maybe i'm very wrong.
You told me it's my fault for not asking you back
And it is already to late to do so.
But did you bother to ask me back.
I avoided you as i didn't know how to face you.
I didn't see why must i face you either.
Things get worst between us and i only see hatred then.
Maybe like what people say,
The more you love someone, the more you hate her.
Just to think of it, that's kinda true.
You asked for patch and i gave up on that chance.
It's not entirely my fault.
You gave yours even before i've decided to give up mine.
I returned you most of your stuff.
The 2 rings, photo, gifts.
But i seemed to forget the most important thing.
The memories we both were in.
The love we once shared.
The joy we once had.
I do miss you once in a while.
And maybe even shed a tear or 2 for you.
At times i wish to see you on the streets.
Not only to show you how happy i am now.
But also to see how things had been going on for you.
But i've so gotten over you.
Now you lead your life and i lead mine.
I don't interfere yours nor do you.
I'm no longer the girl you knew.
The one with no courage and like a dog.
I rebel against you then though it's rather childish.
But it defintely changed me.
I'll never let you see the weak side of me again.
I thought i couldn't get over you
But it seem like i'm wrong again.
I did regret before but i can't undo anything now.
You love your dear & i love my baby.
Thanks for everything that you've done for me
And all that you sacrifice for me.
Treaure the one beside you now.
Don't let go of your mot important person
Just like what you did to Sharon and i.
And i so didn't fall for Claris before.
More than 6 months had past & my life went on.
I've changed, you've changed & our lives changed.
Now we are FRIENDS if you still consider that.
So please tell your dear i won't snatch you away.
And i doubt you'll even come see my blog.
But o'wells. Thanks.
I loved you.
I needed you.
I wanted you.
I still miss you at times.
And goodbye forever.
(:
P.s. Do your mum still remember me.
And still think i very xian liang shu de. Hahah.
And though i'm just a friend now,
Please change your temper and don't use too many vulgarities.
Labels: everything's too late..
;8:53 AM
INNOVATION WEEK
Last day of preparation for iw.
But my group are not done yet. OMG.
Lol. But going to be done soon le ba.
Went Jesslyn's house to do the models.
Her mum gave us bee hoon and coke.
Lol. Damn re qing. I'm a little freak out.
HAHAH.
My group had fun luh.
Just that not enough time.
I think my other team members finish their work alr.
Wah i haven't even started mine.
Doubt i'll be able to sleep tonight.
Haiz. Just finish the script for the skit.
Need to do research and many more.
Argh save me.
Not really looking forward to our presentation tmr.
Don't know how it'll turn out. Lol.
Last day of preparation for iw.
But my group are not done yet. OMG.
Lol. But going to be done soon le ba.
Went Jesslyn's house to do the models.
Her mum gave us bee hoon and coke.
Lol. Damn re qing. I'm a little freak out.
HAHAH.
My group had fun luh.
Just that not enough time.
I think my other team members finish their work alr.
Wah i haven't even started mine.
Doubt i'll be able to sleep tonight.
Haiz. Just finish the script for the skit.
Need to do research and many more.
Argh save me.
Not really looking forward to our presentation tmr.
Don't know how it'll turn out. Lol.
Labels: innovation week day 3
Monday, October 6, 2008;7:02 AM
Yipeeeeeeee!
YOU BET I LOVE SAMANTHA TAY MORE THAN ANYONE :)
YOU BET I LOVE SAMANTHA TAY MORE THAN ANYONE :)
Aiya, don't jealous lah. I try to ask her if can share the love with you lor. But then I doubt she would want lah. HAHAHA! Don't snatch with her la, sucker! :P
PS: don't forget that you made me angry today hors!
- Anonymous
;5:33 AM
WHAT IT REALLY MEANT
Don't ever doubt a woman's actions.
When she looks at you,
She sees you as the most important one.
When she holds your hand,
She never want to let it go again.
When she hugs you,
She can't get the warmth from anywhere else.
When she kisses your lips,
She thinks it's as sweet as candy.
When she tells you i love you,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you i miss you,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you i need you,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you i want you,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you i can't let go,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you goodbye forever,
She meant it.
Maybe it's already too late.
But you'll want to..
Look into her eyes.
Don't let go of her.
Hold on tight to her waist.
Kiss her on her soft lips.
And say i love you so.
Don't ever doubt a woman's actions.
When she looks at you,
She sees you as the most important one.
When she holds your hand,
She never want to let it go again.
When she hugs you,
She can't get the warmth from anywhere else.
When she kisses your lips,
She thinks it's as sweet as candy.
When she tells you i love you,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you i miss you,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you i need you,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you i want you,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you i can't let go,
Maybe she really mean it.
When she tells you goodbye forever,
She meant it.
Maybe it's already too late.
But you'll want to..
Look into her eyes.
Don't let go of her.
Hold on tight to her waist.
Kiss her on her soft lips.
And say i love you so.
Labels: maybe she really loves you
Sunday, October 5, 2008;11:13 PM
INNOVATION WEEK
Rushing out the project now. Lol.
But Ying Ching and Valerie are like playing some dino game.
Lol. Damn high lor them.
Had training in the morning.
Weather hot and cold. Lol. Not good.
Super tired. Studying for o level.
Though i should be doing IW.
Valerie: Playing dino game.
Jesslyn: Somewhere in my house. QUIETLY HIDING... Supposingly in toilet.
Me: Using com.
Ying Ching: Just finished her game. Peeking at my com. Laughed after reading this post.
Qing Hui: Rather unstable. Walking here and there now.
P.s. Miss arh. Come my blog say you love my sis.
World class leh you. Lol.
Rushing out the project now. Lol.
But Ying Ching and Valerie are like playing some dino game.
Lol. Damn high lor them.
Had training in the morning.
Weather hot and cold. Lol. Not good.
Super tired. Studying for o level.
Though i should be doing IW.
Valerie: Playing dino game.
Jesslyn: Somewhere in my house. QUIETLY HIDING... Supposingly in toilet.
Me: Using com.
Ying Ching: Just finished her game. Peeking at my com. Laughed after reading this post.
Qing Hui: Rather unstable. Walking here and there now.
P.s. Miss arh. Come my blog say you love my sis.
World class leh you. Lol.
Labels: innovation week day 2
;11:10 AM
Helloooo!
Just to drop by and say
I ♥ SAMANTHA MORE THAN YOU!
Hehes :D
Bye!
- Anonymous
Just to drop by and say
I ♥ SAMANTHA MORE THAN YOU!
Hehes :D
Bye!
- Anonymous
Friday, October 3, 2008;5:00 AM
INNOVATION WEEK
Had briefing and lecture for the upcoming innovation week.
Wah. Damn packed man schedule. Lol.
Went to hlm with Mildred after school.
Went to draw money then to popular.
Looking for stuff for innovation week.
Wah. Damn packed. Don't know got time to finish not.
Went to buy stuff but no more stock. Sad.
Then went to eat lunch.
Stupid luh. Went high. Lol.
Then to cold storage and home. Hahah.
Mildred, this is for you. (:
YOU'RE SO NICE MAN!
HELP ME CLEAN MY UTENSILS! xD
Had briefing and lecture for the upcoming innovation week.
Wah. Damn packed man schedule. Lol.
Went to hlm with Mildred after school.
Went to draw money then to popular.
Looking for stuff for innovation week.
Wah. Damn packed. Don't know got time to finish not.
Went to buy stuff but no more stock. Sad.
Then went to eat lunch.
Stupid luh. Went high. Lol.
Then to cold storage and home. Hahah.
Mildred, this is for you. (:
YOU'RE SO NICE MAN!
HELP ME CLEAN MY UTENSILS! xD
Labels: innovation week day 1
Thursday, October 2, 2008;7:06 AM
PART-TIME JOBS!
Went out with pam today.
Finally can play after eoys.
But not long later gotta study super hard.
For chinese o levels. Lol.
Went out only at 4 plus.
Cause someone got piano and drag for so long.
Lol! Stupid pam luh.
Went far east to shop and find part time job.
Found a few. Lol! And one approached me already.
So now i'm still considering to take a not.
Went home 7 plus cause pam's mum ask her home.
And cheng gotta go home for dinner.
Wah. I can go home late, they cannot.
:P
P.S. Josmin. I helped you find job le. (:
Eu. you want also can. Hahah.
I think the bikini shop got space. xD
Labels: Part-time jobs