Sorry i only posted this post now.
I was afraid it'll affect any of us in the past.
Now. Maybe it's time to post it and gone with it.
I heard of you since i was in primary school.
But i do not know you in person.
I only knew you as a heartbreaker.
I knew you during my sec 1 june holidays.
Thanks to 1 of our friend, supposingly.
I'm sorry i wasn't able to accept you at 1st.
Someone else was in love with you then.
On 30th August 06,
Everything change and our lifes too.
I trusted you a lot but i was so damn wrong.
You broke my heart for the very 1st time.
I remember it was christmas then,
And you went back to someone you couldn't forget then.
Your ex. I gave you up for your happiness.
You came back to me on 16th March 07.
The day that i once thought was so important.
We shared sweet memories and bitter ones too.
We seem to be made for each other then
But it was so wrong.
Both of us thought we will stay forever
But that was a mistake too.
You gave up things for me and i gave up too.
Love was once so sweet.
Then things start to sour after you come back
From you thailand trip.
You fell for some thai girl & my parents came barging in.
Love seem so hard then but we both held on tight.
You broke my heart on 23rd Feburary 08.
And i broke yours on 8th March 08.
I didn't do it out of revenge.
At that point of time, i think it's all over.
But maybe i'm very wrong.
You told me it's my fault for not asking you back
And it is already to late to do so.
But did you bother to ask me back.
I avoided you as i didn't know how to face you.
I didn't see why must i face you either.
Things get worst between us and i only see hatred then.
Maybe like what people say,
The more you love someone, the more you hate her.
Just to think of it, that's kinda true.
You asked for patch and i gave up on that chance.
It's not entirely my fault.
You gave yours even before i've decided to give up mine.
I returned you most of your stuff.
The 2 rings, photo, gifts.
But i seemed to forget the most important thing.
The memories we both were in.
The love we once shared.
The joy we once had.
I do miss you once in a while.
And maybe even shed a tear or 2 for you.
At times i wish to see you on the streets.
Not only to show you how happy i am now.
But also to see how things had been going on for you.
But i've so gotten over you.
Now you lead your life and i lead mine.
I don't interfere yours nor do you.
I'm no longer the girl you knew.
The one with no courage and like a dog.
I rebel against you then though it's rather childish.
But it defintely changed me.
I'll never let you see the weak side of me again.
I thought i couldn't get over you
But it seem like i'm wrong again.
I did regret before but i can't undo anything now.
You love your dear & i love my baby.
Thanks for everything that you've done for me
And all that you sacrifice for me.
Treaure the one beside you now.
Don't let go of your mot important person
Just like what you did to Sharon and i.
And i so didn't fall for Claris before.
More than 6 months had past & my life went on.
I've changed, you've changed & our lives changed.
Now we are FRIENDS if you still consider that.
So please tell your dear i won't snatch you away.
And i doubt you'll even come see my blog.
But o'wells. Thanks.
I loved you.
I needed you.
I wanted you.
I still miss you at times.
And goodbye forever.
(:
P.s. Do your mum still remember me.
And still think i very xian liang shu de. Hahah.
And though i'm just a friend now,
Please change your temper and don't use too many vulgarities.
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